Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Another day

So, life in its ups and downs, has thrown me another down, and an up, I guess.

The people we were living with, the lovely lesbians, turned out to be quite bitchy and deceptive. My partner and I were kicked out, over a stupid misunderstanding. Thankfully, we have a friend who has let us stay with her until we move.

The up, is we now have a car! Thank the goddess! We can now be more independent, and actually get away from this horrible place.

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Stressmas

It's nearing the infamous Christmas time, that stressful, horrid time of year when children throw tantrums and adults turn grey. Presents are mostly bought and wrapped, and now to just deal with the partners family and be done with it all!

Being an adult isn't all its cracked up to be. Bills, responsibility, work and study. Its all shit. If I could give any child any advice at all it would be to never grow up. Homelessness and being poor are the realities of life. Cling onto dependency as much as you can and take every opportunity you are offered because otherwise you will leap into the world, hopeful and unaware and be smacked down and stepped on. Avoid small, catty groups which are oozing drama, but on the same hand be aware that if you move to a city, you are invisible; a no one. In small towns, avoid making a name for yourself with the wrong people. You are better to be anonymous than to be known for the wrong reasons. Quite a sad, small life I lead, in a small town. My small, catty group is hard to avoid, as they are my partners family. I cant speak my mind or I will be making a name for myself for the wrong reason. So I guess in reality, I am living the nightmare.

Life, be in it.